please love me

i want someone to hold me,to love me
i hate it, i hate being alone is there someone for me
out there,someone to embrace me, kiss me
to love and lay with me.

is there any one out there? that i doubt
im deprived of love, a companion.
i want compassion, to give my love,my heart to the one
willing to look past my uniqueness to get past my mask
but truth is im hated, abored, a nothing, a freak.

im an abomination on this terra maybe im meant to be
alone in this loveless limmbo.

i want a mate this isnt up for debate im caged i give up
im not meant to feel love even if i give it can you free me
again im found doubting it.